I see the sun…But why is it clouded
Slowly dark night has surrounded
A storm of thoughts coming from everywhere
Tired of looking over at what people stare
Feelings that cannot be identified
Is it pain, longing, fear or am I just being occupied
By doubts without reason
By unwelcomed whispers drowning me from inside…
I read once: “Overthinking creates problem that aren’t there”
But how can you say that when I see them everywhere
Emotions trying to overcome…
Making my vision blur and my eyes numb.
But I keep struggling
And I keep going
For I know…this is my fight
Once darkness falls…there it comes the light
After the night…dawn is sure to come
I will see the sun shining again bright.
Now I stand before Him
With my hands held high
And my head hug low
Cries filling the room sharing my sorrow.
I know He is listening without any doubt
All I can do now is breathe in and breathe out…